January 23, 2008
Delusion of stability
It is, indeed, scary when all along you have been under the blanket of a stable relationship, in the seemingly sturdy arms of someone who (you are convinced) is going to stay around for a much longer time, and out of the bluest blue, he decided to pack up every little trace of himself in your life. And, following that, denounce the relationship and set his status to 'Single'.
That, is a major screw up.
Do not let the feeling of being stable and reliable deceive you, lead you by the nose right up to smell the gates of heaven and then, release its cruel clutches to see you fall through the clouds, indefinitely until you even stop believing you would ever land somewhere.
Because a stable relationship, especially one that you begin to believe you can rely on, is said to be an unrealistic, and hence, not a normal one. Some people, like myself, do not deserve a normal relationship. Because we get illuded too easily by the ideal of commitment and stability.
This is for you to remember. That I said this before. Even if you do not buy this and continue to turn to your prayers.
Life's too short. Have fun. Stability sucks.
Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 00:05